Archive for April, 2006

Apr 26 2006

Frickin’ professionalism…

Published by Taliesin under Rants

Allow me to say that I just wrote about 300 vehemently angry words about a topic that got me extremely annoyed.  Some of what I wrote would have been very good for a certain person to read, if it caused them to think.  I think this person really does need to perform some introspection on themselves and realize that what others see is correct and that they really need to stop putting their own flaws on everyone else.  But I digress…

The point of this rant thus changed from one where I’m pissed at a certain individual to one where I’m pissed at the fact that professionality forced me to hold down the Backspace key for a prolonged period of time and delete the words which I think would have been good for someone to read.  I really wish I could have posted what I was typing, but it’s good that I did not.

Perhaps now would be a good time to remind people that when your blog is out on the world, your employers can see it.  Your potential employers can see it.  Your family can see it. Your friends can see it.  Perhaps this is a “duh” sort of statement, but I’ve seen some blogs out there that give a person’s first and last name, and then proceed to say some harsh, nasty things.  If I were a potential employer, and I saw that about a potential employee, I might change my mind about hiring them!  :)

However, this rant-change was not for nothing…I definitely feel better, even though I didn’t post the actual rant.  :)  If you’re that curious, post a comment with your actual e-mail address, and maybe I’ll send it to you.  ;)

Apr 21 2006

Wordplay…

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Segue = SEHG-way
Prologue = PROH-lahg

What???  Pfft.  Segue is the exception to the “-gue suffix” rule, I believe, but it is annoying nonetheless.

So I’m a spelling freak.  Here’s a little known fact.  In 4th grade I was in the County Spelling Bee and made it to the last 2 or 3 people.  The word I missed? “Suede”.  I have not misspelled that word since. To my credit, I didn’t even know what the word “suede” was.  I asked for it used in a sentence, and of course, they gave me the “blue suede shoes” reference.  Like THAT helped.  Always annoying to learn a new word at a spelling bee.

Apr 20 2006

The Nature of Brilliance…

Published by Taliesin under Random Topics

Observing brilliance in someone else does not itself constitute brilliance.

Brevity is the soul of this post.

Apr 17 2006

Brew Day II…first problem…

Published by Taliesin under Beer Brewing/Drinking

As I said in an earlier post, the brewing went great.  The new campstove worked great except when flames shot out the front of the control knob.  LOL

However, as the title says, I have encountered a problem.  I use a spigot that I screw into the bottom of the fermentation barrels to ferment in.  Last time, I had no problem with that.  This time, I’ve got a leak.  It’s a drip, and a slow one at that, but 6 weeks of dripping could deplete my entire stock of beer.  This would be very bad.  I’ve tried using silicone caulking to seal it up, but it’s not working.

I’m afraid that my only solution will be to do a transfer of the fermenting wort into my spare bucket, which I can test before doing the transfer.  We’ll see.  I’ve got my best minds thinking about what I can do.  :)  We’ll see what we all come up with.  :)

Apr 17 2006

Good news!!!

Published by Taliesin under Random Topics

Well, gentle readers, last week I hinted at some good news that I would likely be posting on my blog at some point in the near future.  Many of you already know this good news, as I’ve not really been quiet about it in person…however, on the off chance that anyone out there doesn’t know, I will post it here.

A week ago last Wednesday, I was told about a job opening in Newman, California by someone who has known me for a little while.  I will not divulge who told me about this job, except to say that they had knowledge of the job requirements itself as well as knowledge of my capabailities. They recommended that I apply, and recommended me for the job to this company in Newman. I sent my resume to this person Wednesday Night, and they gave it to the company on Thursday. On Friday, they called me to ask me to interview for the position on Monday.  Tuesday, they offered me the job.  Wednesday, I accepted it.  Finally, on Thursday of last week, I tendered my resignation to my current employer.  It was a whirlwind kind of week for me with everything happening too fast to really allow it to hit me, which was kind of good.  I had to make a decision on whether to accept the job or not based solely on the benefits vs. the drawbacks rather than allowing emotion to have its hold.  As I said, I accepted the job, and my last day at my current company is May 1st.

I’ve been sort of gun-shy the last week or so as a result of this tempestuous news.  I thank all of my friends and family for praying for me…The Lord is gracious in His plans for me.  Do I honestly think it was from God?  In the sense that God is omniscient, He knew exactly what I needed…He knew that I needed to get a better job.  In the sense that God is omnipotent, He could have given me the job or prevented me from getting the job if He didn’t want me to have it.  All of that speaks to God’s plan for my life in this area.  However, there’s more to it than that.

Without revealing too much of the details of anything in this job, it’s interesting to note that originally, I wasn’t really in favor of associating much with this person. Had I had my way, I wouldn’t even really know this person at all, let alone being recommended for this job.  It’s not that I don’t like this person…I do.  It’s just that circumstances forced me to associate with them when I would not have willingly put myself in this area.  Furthermore, I had done some looking for a job before now.  Nothing came to anything at all!  I didn’t even get an interview, to be honest.  It was a little disheartening, but Kim and I talked about what it could mean.  Perhaps God was telling me that I shouldn’t be looking for a job, we reasoned.  So we looked at a lot of things in our life and determined that it would be a good idea for us to stay with my current company.  Sure, there were things I wasn’t really happy about with this company, but when is that not the case?  How often do you find a company where you agree 100% with the decisions the company is making?  Never.  What you need to do is take the good with the bad and get the job done, and there were plenty of things about my current job situation with which I was very happy.  So Kim and I planned to stay here.

It was almost immediately after we decided that we should stay that I found out about the job.  It was almost as though God were showing me that after I had exhausted all my own attempts to find a job, He would exercise His awesome power in dropping one in my lap.  This is not to say that we should never attempt to make things better, or that we shouldn’t make plans, etc.  I believe that God gives us the ability to make plans, or to think, or to act so that we might exercise Christian prudence in our lives.  That we might demonstrate to the world that Christ the Lord has risen today, Hallelujah!  That we might show the world just how awesome a God it is that we serve. However, there are times when we must be still and know that He is God. This was one of those times.  When I resolved to stay where I was because nothing was working out, He dropped something in my lap that was exactly what Kim and I had been looking for.

So in short, I will be leaving my current job at the end of this month.  I will be moving to a job that will be admittedly difficult, but I will be in His will, which is ultimately where I want to be.  This job offer is awesome, as only His plans can be…both now and in the foreseeable future! I could not have planned it better…because I did not plan it.  Isn’t that cool?

Apr 15 2006

Brew Day II

Published by Taliesin under Beer Brewing/Drinking

It went smashingly, really.  Nathan was able to come by, which was great fun, and so I have beer fermenting in my Computer Room yet again.  :)  I don’t think I could be happier.

This time I’m brewing a St. John’s Stout.  We were able to use our camp stove, and I did have one boil-over, but once we figured out the optimal amount of flame, we were cooking with propane. The stout tastes pretty darn good, actually, and once we have some alcohol in this beer to cut the sweetness, it’s going to be an excellent drink, I think.

I’ll post pictures…I think our wonderful cousin Erin got some good ones.  :)  More bittering hops this time than last time, but I am confident that this one is going to turn out well.  I’ll let everyone know.

Apr 14 2006

What the CRAP am I still doing up????

Published by Taliesin under Rants

It’s 1:16am, and I’m awake.  Why?  Well, I had to work late tonight.  8am to 12:30am is a crappy shift, let me tell you.  It’s made all the worse when the problem we wanted to solve between 5:30pm and 7:30pm caused us to be as late as we are.  I’ll not elaborate, but I’ve never wanted to shoot a server so bad in all my life.  LOL

So I’ve been taking several trips down memory lane today, and most of it was thanx to Shelly.  (Read my last blog entry.)  :)  She’s so darn cool.  I hope I get to spend some time with her next week.  :)

Memories are cool, people.  Treasure them.

I’m going to hit the sack, man.  I’m tired as all get out, and I have a bunch of stuff to do tomorrow.  One of the coolest things happening tomorrow is that Erin is coming.  YAY!  I can’t even express how happy I am that she’s coming…it’s gonna be so cool.  I mean…I could express it if I weren’t so darn dead to the world.  Maybe I’ll take a crack at it tomorrow.  LOL

Apr 13 2006

Who is Shelly Bort? She is…well…Shelly Bort…

Published by Taliesin under Rants

She is an old friend of mine, and you can check out her MySpace page at http://www.myspace.com/shellybort.  You most definitely SHOULD check out her MySpace account.  Listen to her voice…just listen.

When I was describing her to my in-laws, I was having difficulty, but here is what I came up with:

“Ah, Shelly.  She is so much fun, it’s hard to explain.  We met in band, and this girl…she…well…some people play music.  Some people are even good at it. Shelly IS music.  It runs through her veins.  She is amazing.”

And I meant every word.  On her MySpace page, she’s got some of her songs.  Listen to them and be amazed at her voice, even if you’re a country fan, or a metal fan.  In my opinion, Shelly’s voice transcends taste and preference.  :)  And if anyone can play piano as amazingly awesome as her, I’ve not met them.  I HAVE, however, had the pleasure to see her play…to be in an ensemble with her.  (Cabeza de Carne was SWEET!)  I have had the honor to stand behind her as she sits at the piano.  I have enjoyed talking to her wonderful parents at their house.  (Her mom was taught piano by J.S. Bach!!!!…well…the teaching line comes directly from him, anyway. Isn’t that cool?  She has a little framed thinggie that shows the line of teacher to student, and it comes from Bach.) And Mr. Bort always played a mean alto sax.  lol.

Just thought I’d send that your way while I’m waiting for the weekend.  :)  Soon and very soon.

Apr 10 2006

I am at a loss for words…

Published by Taliesin under Rants

Not all words, of course.  You see me writing THESE words, and they’re alright as words go, I suppose.  Yet there are other words I would like to be writing.  I am constrained.  What about, you ask?  Well, I’m sure I’ll tell everyone what’s going on at some point.  You might not see it on here, but if you know me, you’ll probably hear about it.

Enough of the suspense.  Let’s talk about something else.  I had to work late tonight, and my wonderful wife brought me dinner.  Awful nice of her wasn’t it?  She even waited to eat with me.  I try to be a good husband, but I really don’t deserve someone as awesome as her.

I have been having conversations with a new friend about literature, and for some reason, it’s made me want to write more.  I know it seems as though I’ve been writing less, but I’ve been busy.

So I’ve been reading a great deal lately.  It doesn’t seem like I’m making any progress, however. I have been re-reading Robert Jordan’s Wheel of Time.  (I believe I began this last time at The Great Hunt, which is book 2.)  These books are rather large, so it doesn’t really feel like I’m getting anywhere, though there is a lot going on.  So why re-read this now?  Well, I got book 11 for Christmas this past year, and I knew that I didn’t remember enough of what was going on to just tear into it.  So I’ve been building up.  Shoot, by the time I finish reading the series this time through, maybe Jordan will have written book 12.  :)

Also in my to-read list: Book 4 of Song of Ice and Fire by George R. R. Martin, One of the Tad Williams series’ (don’t remember which one…Gabe would know), C.S. Lewis Space Trilogy (one of those series’ I’ve wanted to read for a long time but for some reason never did), this month’s issue of Modern Reformation, A Geology textbook (boring, I know, but I need the knowledge so I can pass my CLEP exam and get my Bachelor’s Degree).

I’m currently drinking: Nothing, but last night Gabe brought over some Black Butte Porter, which has been an eminently drinkable beer.  I’m not savvy enough to tell the difference between a porter and a stout by taste, I don’t think, but I do like a good porter. I would write more about this porter, but I only had one, and I don’t remember a great deal about it, except that the roasty tones were subdued, which wasn’t bad at all.

Normally I like what I term, “caricature beers”.  For those who have no clue what those are, those are beers that are DEFINTELY a certain style.  I had a Scotch Ale from a company once where it was watery, more bitter than it should have been, and just not what I would label a Scotch Ale.  This doesn’t mean it wasn’t a good beer, but when I read the label of a beer, I want to have some idea what it’s going to taste like.  You can fiddle with a style somewhat, of course.  There is definitely a difference between Kilt Lifter and McEwans’ Scotch Ale, but they’re both excellent examples of the style. However, play around with it too much, and you’ve lost me as a drinker of your beer.  :)  I like categories when it comes to beer, and if you’re going to fiddle with a recipe a lot, do the rest of the world a favor and label it something totally different.  With regards to the bad Scotch Ale, it should not have been bitter.  Add licorice flavor, cut the alcoholic taste, smoke the malt more or less, but don’t make it bitter!  The Scots would never have made a bitter Scotch Ale…the style was named after the types of ale the Scots brewed, and there should never really be a discernable hop taste in a Scotch Ale.  Scots rarely brewed with hops…hops did not grow in Scotland, and England charged an arm, leg and a firstborn child for them.  As a result, Scottish brewers gave the finger to the English and brewed ale without them, resulting in the warm malty glow of a Scotch Ale…don’t add tons of hops to a Scotch Ale and call it a Scotch Ale.

Wow…that was more than I intended to rant.  But all of it was to get to this point: When I drank the Black Butte Porter, I wasn’t in the mood for a lot of roastiness, and so the subdued tone was ok.  It also could have been too cold.  I think I’ll let the next one warm in the glass some and see if that adds at all.

To underscore my point about labeling a beer something different when you’ve created something different, let’s talk about a new beer I found, called Xingu.  What is Xingu? Technically, Xingu is a Brazilian Black Beer.  Is that a style?  Not really.  But what is it?  Well, it is exactly what it says…it’s black. However, normally when drinking a stout or porter, you’d expect bitterness, and roastiness.  This is not something you get with Xingu at all.  My friend Gabe said, “This is the lightest tasting dark beer I’ve ever had”, and he’s right.  That’s exactly it.  There’s a lot of butteriness in the nose, but the taste is almost like a flavorful Marzen or a lighter-tasting amber.  Something that should be experienced, to be sure.  But here’s to the Xingu people for not labelling their beer something that it is not.  :)

Apr 05 2006

Why not post something?

Published by Taliesin under Random Topics

That’s what I told myself when I started typing out this entry.  I tried to talk about what was going on in my life…I tried to talk about whether or not I was still down like I said in a previous entry.  I didn’t like any of what I wrote.  It was boring…unoriginal.  Sure, I know that “there is nothing new under the sun”, as wise Solomon penned in Ecclesiastes.  But while the words are not new, and my feelings are not new, perhaps I labor under the delusion that my thoughts being put into words by me should have some originality to it.  Am I wrong?  Don’t tell me…your answer will be unoriginal.  :)

Since my own words desert me, I thought I’d toss something out there that has spoken to me in the last few days.  It’s lyrics to a song from a band called Symphony X.

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Awakenings - by Symphony X
“Needless to say, another day has passed away
Yet everything, and nothing, has changed
Awake I lie, my thoughts get lost up in the sky
Needless to say, nothing will change…

Maybe a mystic - with fortunes to tell…
Surrender my coin at the old wishing well…
Maybe the stars will light in the night,
To show me the path that is right.

‘Would’ve been’s and ‘could’ve been’s
they waste my days away
the colors of my life dissolve and fade to gray

So many paths of promise
Indecision poisons my mind
If only I had seen the signs - so blind

Yet I must journey on - on and on

A haunting vision torments me
It smothers and steals my dreams
I see an old man in the mirror
cold and bitter staring back at me

Here I am - at the crossing of life I stand
On my own - looking down the road
Hear my cry - answer me
Still I’m searching yet the truth is unknown - though the night is cold
I walk the road alone.”
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(Insert the sound of Chris deleting his closing paragraph 9 times.)

I do not feel alone…but parts of this song have spoken to me. Not necessarily about my life…but about life. I am not alone.  I love my wife, and I love my friends. I love my Lord and God. And yet, there are times when I retreat so far into the depths of my conscious mind as to be functionally alone. I do this to think, I think. Maybe I do it to protect myself from too much reality. I’m sure there are psychologists who would say my escapism is a problem. I say their lack of escapism is a problem. I’ve survived thus far, haven’t I? This is what I write when I do not know what to write.

I believe your subjective experience is an objective reality.

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